Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain around one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a